My wife Has a clinicle diagnosis

She is officially bi-polar.

I suppose I could have not said anything about it but she just snatched 2500 dollars from our savings, which is half of the money we had to move our home when or if they develop the land the trailer park is on.

That does not bode well.

Most if not all bi-polar people are paranoid and have a major trust problem.

She is exhibiting all of them.

I guess I should be prepared for the worst in that I figure she will do something really crazy. Last time I kicked her out of my house this time I will leave which will lead to her loosing this place but then I won't care because I won't come back to her.

Such is my life.

I have had to look at the reason that I have been attracted to victems. And I have finally figured it out. That means that I won't be getting married ever again.

May God as always make my words come true.

Women. I love them but if the only ones I can pick are nuts then I am not interested.

Respect

I figured it out. I have really figured it out.

Thanks to the preachers sermon this morning.

Data from a current survey which was revealed in church this morning by our preacher reports that the number two need for a man is unconditional respect.

Woman in this country at this time in general do not do this. I have been pondering this but in a manner that was round the mulberry bush.

I want to expand this later but for right now I think I will just blurt it out.

Men took prayer out of school showing a disrespect for God. God gets back by causing women to disrespect men. Lots of divorce in this.

All the troubles in this country today can be traced back to that fateful decision to disallow prayer in public schools, which has led to women disrespecting men in particular their husbands and in a lot of cases mothers disrespecting their sons.

This article definately needs more detail and maybe re organizing but for now this is it.

In the beginning

Gen 1:1 In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.


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שׁמה שׁמים
shâmayim shâmeh
shaw-mah'-yim, shaw-meh'
The second form being dual of an unused singular; from an unused root meaning to be lofty; the sky (as aloft; the dual perhaps alluding to the visible arch in which the clouds move, as well as to the higher ether where the celestial bodies revolve): - air, X astrologer, heaven (-s).


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ארץ
'erets
eh'-rets
From an unused root probably meaning to be firm; the earth (at large, or partitively a land): - X common, country, earth, field, ground, land, X nations, way, + wilderness, world.

You know what I think. God made space/time first and then made dirt or rather more correctly, matter. I'm sorry I did I say I think.....why that's out of character for me!:) Let me change that to; God created space/time first and then dirt. HA!


Gen 1:2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

The dust was consistent and even. The dirt had no form. Then the spirit of God moved over it. I...see.... like he created eddies in the dust. Cool. And to God...voila galaxies and stars and planets innumerable for men.

I want to say this again. Time is the canvas upon which this universe is painted. In my opinion Heaven already had space but to build a place for life as we know it God had to make time. Make time, heh heh. Sounds like some old cliche I heard.

The God of Hosts the creator of all that is, is one awsome God.

Keep your Friends Close and Your Enemies Closer

Bull crap.

I just happen to be one of those little exceptions to this little pile of crap.

People that think that they could control their enemies by being buddy buddy with them must want to live a miserable life.

How much misery can it be to be so close to someone you hate and despise? You would have to endure the hatred all the time.

I suppose that you think that I would go out of my way to make your life miserable but I wouldn't. Not worth my time or energy. I just keep on being as good as I can be to people mostly and frankly it takes to much emotional effort to do things that you know for sure others would not like. It is easy to be nice and hard to be mean. I guess you might say that I have lived the easy life all my life.
For you who want to be next to your enemies. If you love life as much as you say then why are making others miserable.

Don't you people know what peace of mind really is? Do you know how bad it is for your health to continuously subject yourself to such a high level of emotional trauma. Do you think you will live to be What,? maybe 80, 90 years old. Spry old person maybe? NOT!

I would bet that hatred costs you people 20 or more years of your lives. Your bodies were not designed to live like that constantly.

My son loves this word. Amazing. Simply amazing for people who want so much to live to spend so much of their life in more ways than one.... hating.

Amazing.

Isms

The world is so full of isms.

Paul the Apostle says," study to show thyself approved".

Where is the ism in this statement?

'Thyself' updated from King James era common language means yourself. Paul never explained who you were to try and please. The outward example of this though is being practiced in the people of this day approving or disapproving of people they install in there churches to be the leaders and pastors. The bigger the assembly the more credential they require yet I have noticed that many if not all the highly credentialed men or women have some glaring flaws.

For instance they can't seem to get out of there heads to preach anti-self pro God sermons.

Why?

I speculate because they find the Apostle Paul's Me-isms more palatable than Jesus service to God message.

Paul should have said,Study that you may be a better servant to God. The only approval that any man needs is the Father's who is in Heaven. When we get his approval we know it and none can take his approval away.

If God has decided to be pleased with someone whats it to the rest of the world to say otherwise.

In defense of Paul the Apostle I will say however that it pleased the Father that so many should and I mean truthfully so many should be forever saved to spend forever in paradise with him.

To this I have to say Amen and to note also that this is the amazing Grace of God and God making his sovereignty fact. Making the word's of his Son Jesus dominant in two ways.

Jesus says "another you would follow but me you will not follow". The only way you would follow any other would be if he was an extraordinary person of uprightness and righteousness. One who was plainly blessed by God and in whom was no guile and who you could tell beyond any shadow of doubt that every desire of the man's heart was to follow God. Paul fits that bill perfectly.

I see today a tremendous number of people following nearly to a tee what Paul taught especially in the areas concerning the old testament. Paul says; we are out from under the law. Not. At any rate the words of the Son are full filled by men following these principles. Blessed is the Son Jesus in whom it pleases the Father to full fill his every word.

Second. Jesus says that all blasphemes are forgiven thee. Paul clearly is preaching the opposite of what Jesus preached. Jesus said "I came not to put aside the law and the prophets but to full fill them".

Again the amazing grace and sovereignty of God reigns supreme here. So many people were saved that in some cities Paul visited even half of the population received Jesus forgiveness in a short few day's . I ain't talking about little ol' bitty cities either but the centers of business of their time. Tens of thousands of people. Amazing. Wow what a blessing. Could you imagine if a modern day evangelist went in and preached and say half of Duluth Minn. was saved in a day. that would be 40 to 50 thousand people. I have a hard time imagining it but I do believe it.
Was that Paul and his blasphemes or was it The God of Heaven the Father of the Son,Jesus by the Holy spirit. It was The most high God of course using Paul as his vessel. No matter the thorn in Paul's side nor his imperfections of any kind.

I don't know about other people or Evangelist's but I dream and day dream about being such a vessel as that. I hope I could reach out my hand and ask any one if they would believe that they could be healed by God that they would be.

I also have some other things I want to air out about modern day evangelists concerning healing but that is for another article. Maybe next one.

Why did the lonely Gunman kill?

Because people make it a sin to be alone, and instead of including lonely people or being nice or good to a lonely person they practice the art of ostracizing a lonely person,which only strengthens their beliefs that the world they know is evil and in need of destruction.

I have read several articles recently as have many other people but what I see is a subliminal demonizing of loners.

If I were going to speculate about that football I would have to say the primary background of this is that Jesus was a loner.

Jesus was the ultimate anomaly in this world and his followers after him are anomalies. Jesus loved unconditionally. No strings attached. In fact he died for the world. He died so that the world might be saved.

Are you willing to die for the world?

My wife was looking over my shoulder just now and in the next few moments told me that people around him tried to get him involved in activities and to include him. She told me that he didn't bite.

Maybe they didn't realize that he was possibly a victim. This world is incredibly cruel to victims. Victims become the most sensitive of people and will shell up much more easily than non victims. Their fight or flight systems are in; so to speak, defcon states at all times. They never really come out of them. No psychologist has ever truly figured out how to help these people. No set by the book method really exists but I do know of one real way to help ease their pain. Unconditional love. And I do know of one true person who has showed the most unconditional love. Jesus.

The best course to take with a person who is a loner is unconditional love. Not unconditional acceptance. Love. To show that you have to be literally unconditional love yourself because a victim can tell if a person is faking it. They have this very innate ability to judge whether a person is lying or not, so you cannot just up and say to them "I love you man". They will look at you like you are nuts. But if your life exudes unconditional love they will see this and know this. If you live what you say, they will also see it, and if you will give them some hope in that they are good enough to God then they will be encouraged to seek Life and Love not believing any more that it and they should be destroyed. They may never become the social people you want and people should not demand that all people be sociable. These beliefs on the part of men are also the cause of most of these people going on deadly rampages.

What then are people to do for a person who is self casting themselves. That is being a hermit in the midst of a crowd? Love crosses all barriers and bridges all gulfs no matter how immensely infinite. You won't be able to get to near to them physically but you can Love them.

I have a knack for befriending stray cat's. You can't go out and just catch a cat. If you try they will slice and dice you. Been there dumb that. Think of Love as food. I set them some food and then remove my self even from site. In fact I won't even watch them for many days. As they get used to the food being there and used to my scent. Then maybe I will talk to them. In time they come up to me of their own accord. I never do anything to them and forever I have to be gentle with them but you know what? I like being gentle with them. I yearn for it. The stray cat and I literally become friends and allies.

Did you know that that is the way God is with us? Coaxing us with Love. Feeding us but not watching us until we trust him explicitly. Becoming our friend and ally. Always being gentle with us. He yearns too wrap his loving protective arms around us.

Why can't you people ever get this principle? If God ever truly forced himself on us in the truth of his power we would never be able to count him as friend and ally. We would just be surfs. That is not God's desire for us and if God has provided an example by doing for us and being for us why then are we not doing the same for the lonely strays in mankind we meet?

Stop treating the strays in mankind a pariahs and start treating them with the Love that is of God. If I can get this stupid decrepit world to do this then let's see if God won't bless it instead of curse it.

How to screw up liars

Tell them the absolute truth and watch their heads start to spin.

It's like a deer in headlights.

I like setting liars straight. If a person has made a habit of lying and they think they really know the truth it always causes them to rethink their whole life. Nice thing about all this is it usually makes peoples lives better. Just don't always count the money as the measure of better.

Hold Your breath

This article needs editing but my wife wants on the puter so I will get around to it later.



This little ditty is about why John McCain is not doing so well in the polls.

No gumption. Makes people nervous. The American people are told to stand up for themselves(in rightness (righteousness)),not to be wishy washy. John McCain is like a blade of grass and people sense this. Even blades of grass don't want a wuss for a president. By the way it is not in the tone of voice. It is in the actions. Not in the perception of actions but the real actions.

I will put it like this. We can trample the truth all we want but we still want the truth.

I have a previous article both here and in my previous web site spelling out that liars don't like other liars because they just don't like the uncertainty of wondering when the other shoe will drop.

Democrats have the problem of the American people wondering what they will sell out next to the rest of the world to try and bring about this one World harmony thing they are trying to make.

Using nice little words like uncertainty really doesn't get it for me so I will reiterate it this way.
Their compromises with the rest of the world are killing people. Or how about this. Would you compromise your values with a third World country that has a proven track record of poverty and death. Non-rhetorically speaking that would mean that like it or not we would be bringing some of their death and poverty here as well. Sub-consciously; if you prefer, people inherently know this and are continuously unsettled by this.

Doesn't make sense you say? How about this one. The compromise also includes ignoring the plight of their people. Sound like the Democrats? Does to me. The Democrats have a Marie Antoinette attitude and we know what the people of France did to her. They keep ignoring the majority of people of this nation thinking that it is only the ignorance, lack of knowledge, and misunderstanding on our parts.
Their behavior is to treat us like mushrooms and the best they get is unsettling us, the worst is pissing us off.

It takes more than sound bite sized clever little ad quips to convince us different.

Let me give you a little hint of the needs that would be met if you did this; straight from the President himself.

The current fight between the Congress and the President over troops in Iraq.
The President says" hurry up and get the legislation on my desk so I can Veto the bill".
That got the blade like HAHAHAHAHAHA, from me. Why? Because I loved it. You mean he has some back bone after all?

I hope he takes that veto stamp and violently stamps that bill. President G. Bush may be decisive but he is trying to be nice about it. Just be decisive and stop trying to sound nice. Stop worrying about how you sound; that is worrying whether people are going to like you or not. To be President it is not about whether you please people or not but about pleasing God. If you please God then he will bring the people around to being pleased with you but you can never take the credit for the Peoples pleasure with you, you must continually give the credit to God. Out in the open and in secret.

Right now because he is not out in the open with giving God the credit his own support base is failing him. It is a matter of doing it every time he is out their. Over and over again battering away at the paper wall that wickedness has built up concerning peoples perception of him.

The reason the press are unable to truly attack his character is because he truly is an upstanding man. His main weakness though; that the world considers a strength, which it is not, is his unwillingness to say anything in ways that may insult someone. Truth is the world is offended by Christians just because they have about them an Aura of perfection and purity which is an outflowing of the Spirit of God upon them. A person will feel imperfect around a Christian because God with a Christian is perfect and the Master of all and plainly everything that has tied itself or is stuck with this universe knows this. In essence it is God with them they sense so no matter what a Christian does non-Christians will end up having un-reasonable issues with us, and they will of course vocalize them which may bring the less stable minded ones into action and of course that may include some violent actions. Never the less a Christian must stay the course in the strength that God gives them. If for no other reason so that the non-Christians will not have any excuses in that day of judgement. This goes for the greatest to the least of Christians.

In the perception department for the President. The Uh-uh-uh's that he does answering questions to the press makes it sound like he did not think of those things. I believe he has but I don't believe he has thought about how he would answer the questions. For the world concerning worldly stuff I believe you have to meditate about what words and ways you will answer. It is about God in which you should not meditate how you should answer because the Holy Spirit will give you the words and the wisdom with which to answer.With the world you can pre-practise and can your sentences but for Jesus you can not (intended(can not verses cannot(ain't that clever by God))).


Back to John McCain. He is trying to hide from bad people what he is about or either he doesn't know what he is about. That would make him running for office for the sake of power. In the words of an enemy of mine. Not Good.

If he is not running for the sake of power then he needs to get a sharper blade for a tongue than the Bakka Bat he is currently using. I do not mean that he should have an insulting tongue, but one that cuts to the quick of the matter fast. If I want to get kinky and be powdered, I'll run down to the store and buy a can of talcum.

One other thing. And this goes for all politicians. You got something to say about a subject. Back it up by providing data in simple to find formats so that the people can think for themselves. That by the way is what this nation is all about. In this country it behooves the Government to allow us to do our own ____ thinking. I sure enough don't want anyone else doing my thinking for me and I sure enough don't want to think for you. It irks me no end when I got someone else outside of my house saying 'you should this and you should that'. My momma don't even get away with that with me so why should I let another person of or in this; gonna pass away one day world, at any level tell me what to think. I don't do it to anyone and it ain't gonna be done for or to me. You wanna convince me? Cough up the numbers otherwise I will just treat what you say as hearsay,rumor or maybe a lie. Don't give me some crap fact you skewed your way, give me the facts. Don't give me some doo you puked up like your the momma dog(there is a very short 5 letter word for that I just can't quite remember off hand what it is---oh yeah)and we are puppies ain't weaned yet. We are Americans and we were weaned from that imperial snot 200+ years ago. Not that I don't have a modicum of respect for the tough to graduate for college but so many of the Graduates and higher levels didn't do nary one single day of honest to goodness labor. So too most of the workers out here you over educated dolts don't know crap about real life and what's even more horrifying your educated ways are just making things worse for people.

One more gripe. You got some ideas on how to tweak the Constitution. @#$%^%$%$ those right up your @$$. Take your foreign imperialistic ideas back to the country you got them from. Stuff sounds kinda ancient to me like as in Babylonian ancient. There are some verses in my Bible concerning Babylon and the spirit they ride in on and if my language got a little dicey........you really don't want to know what I think about those old ancient quacks. Nothin but expletives.

I just got done watching Robin Williams in Man of The Year in which he runs for President and wins. During his campaign he goes from a normal stolid boring candidate to making jokes about the issues facing us today and poking fun at the competition. We could use a little more of that from the candidates today.
OOOOh. Scary.
I don't think it would be a good idea to go around grabbing your groin during a speech but bottom line is you candidates bore us.
In the end it was a computer glitch that caused Williams to win but; and here is the refreshing part, he admits it and then relinquishes the win to a re vote when he could have said nothing and went on about his way as the court jester of Presidents.

I have noticed today in this Country that when faced with similar embarrassing situations nearly everyone opts for pride and lies. Surely people don't think that God will let this continue on for much longer. Because if it does then we are heading down an agonizing path to barbarity.

Our Government and leaders have led the way. Ain't that just grand.

I could spell it out but then I have a mild case of ADD and don't feel much like carrying on about this much more at the moment.

In other words nuff said for now.